You could pretend you don’t know me and pick me up with your worst pick up lines.
♥ —loved this line!!

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One day at the Villa

Last Sunday, I went out with my two best buds to Grand Villa at Laguna, to use the Voucher that we bought online. It’s been scheduled a month a go but we were not able to go because of some unexpected circumstances. This time, we already had the chance but unfortunately we were late. We also experienced a lot of unusual things on our way, like losing my small pouch along the way and running late for the train.

I must say that the place is quite amusing, we were tired when we came but when we saw the place and environment we got really excited. There’s no other people that day, only a big family but when we came, they were already leaving. So, the place became our own private area.

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Our Room and the view in front of our room.

What I like about this place is that they have a lot of facilities to offer, they have a football field, big hall for concerts and like, basketball court and badminton area, I especially like the Butterfly Garden and their Aviary. (I’m starting to form a fascination with Birds because of this.)

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They toured us all over the Butterfly Garden and before going inside they showed us a short video clip of the Butterfly’s life cycle.

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These are the cute butterfly steps inside the Garden

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I just have to take the picture of this Pupa because this one looks like Metapod of Pokemon! =))

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The poor Butterfly’s wing is broken =(

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I just love their aviary, I learned so many things and I was just devastated because I was not able to capture good photos of those animals and birds because most of them were inside their cages. =(

Here are some of the pictures:

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Of course, the Up close picture of the adorable Peachy. =)

It was such an awesome getaway even for a short time. If you want to visit, The Grand Villa is located at Purok 2, Bgry. Tranca, Bay, Laguna Phils. 

Check their site. 

Kounting Krishes’ day!

Friendship is a treasure that always help us overcome any kind of difficulty, Friendship is a comfort for, somehow which always understand worries and emotions, Friendship is a blessing because it teaches the way to live. – Unknown

After months of not seeing each other, finally got the time to bond and talk again with krishIt was also our late celebration of her Birthday! There’s a lot of new things going on for her and also with me so we did a lot of catching up. She’s having troubles with her Love life and I was having a hard time with my work. We talked about anything and I felt really relieved knowing that someone understands and supports me with whatever I’m feeling right now.

I know that she’s also very confused and hopeless but I’m sure that somewhere along the way, she’ll soon  find out what she needed to do.  Everything that’s been happening in our life now is just a phase and I’m still hoping for better things to come.

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(the wackiest face we can do!)

It’s really a nice feeling to talk to someone who knows you well and won’t ever judge you. Love your friends! Again, Happy Birthday Krish!

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Beautiful Surprise

I’m feeling calmer and undisturbed today, all because of this song. I heard this last week but I just had time to look it up.
I think, it’s time to have a break from feeling restless and mad.

What I like about this is that is has some 90’s vibes in it. It sounded like one of those RnB 90’s song. I also liked Tamia from her song “So Into you”. She has a sweet and soulful voice.

Too much to handle

There’s just too much going on right now with work.

I’m so close to the verge of giving up. Things are just getting too hard and I’m getting too overwhelmed. There’s not a day that I go home feeling all happy or well. I always feel wasted and stressed. Their presence suffocates me. Whenever I’m around them, I feel like my head is in a bubble. I can’t concentrate, I can’t connect, I can’t survive. I’m still struggling with wanting to be around.
I’m so scared that if this thing/situation with work continues, I’ll probably lose my passion in Nursing. I don’t want it to happen, I’ve experienced and met a lot of people and workmates in the past but these kinds of people are different. They have such strong sense of power that makes me so weak and sad. This isn’t my normal cycle of pain, this is so overwhelming and consuming. I feel locked out of life and happiness. I’ve been asking a lot of my friends and as well as my mom on how to cope up with this, but I still have no answers and solution.
Everyday, I go to work and I feel like giving up, always hoping that the day would end already and I’ll go home and eat, sit and rest with my dogs and parents, despite the worries and burdens of work. But then again, I would wake up again the following morning trying to face yet another day I would feel giving up.
I know, this is a blessing, a huge one but how come it’s so difficult for me to handle this thing. Have I lost my sense of compassion and strength? Everything has gotten worse. It’s only been 1 month and 2 weeks. But, I already feel like giving up. I’m already halfway given up.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

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Thoughts: People in my life

“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.”

I came across this quotation and I started wondering and thinking about those people in my life. I know it’s too early to point at them now because I’m still at the first quarter of my life.

I can still remember the book “Five people you meet in heaven” by Mitch Albom. Since then, I keep ob wondering how and is it truly possible that you’ll meet and see again those people that made an impact in your lives, even for a short lived time?

Well, of course I met a lot of people already. In my 24 years of existence, I already met different kinds of people. Some of them liked me and some just forgot about me.

Let me tell you about some of the few people that I’ve met.

When I was younger, I met persons (sometimes they are older than me) who treated me rudely, they were the wolves in my life, (I’m still currently meeting a few of them until now) at one point they would try to make me look bad, vulgar and embarrassed. I used to go home crying and telling my parents that I’m scared to go out because of those persons. I guess, I became a bit cautious when it comes to trusting people because of them. I don’t see some of  them now, but I can still remember those days. In the present, I still have a few of these persons, I cannot please them.

I met a lot of good people too, I met persons who would always believe in my capacities and abilities that made me study even harder. I like seeing these persons and doing my best so that, these persons would compliment me and make me feel better. I started believing in my self because of these persons.

Of course, I met friends, people who I like being with (and hopefully they also like being with me). People that make me laugh to death. They would make fun of me but it doesn’t matter because I would make fun of them in return. I usually spend a lot of my time just staying at their houses, talking about anything and everything about our likes, dislikes and life in general. It can be about giving advices or just having a good time together. Going to different places with them is a major bonus.

Speaking of friends, I met few people who became my friend but lost touch and went from being a friend to being forgotten. I don’t know if they still know me or remember me, but I still remember them. Most of them were from high school and elementary days. Thank goodness for Facebook but even though I see them online, everything is not the same. We are older.

I met people who were just passersby, I met in different places, exchanged numbers and email adds but the relationship didn’t end nowhere. It was just a short convo and bam! They’re out of reach.

The comebacks, these are the persons who I met, for a short time and I almost thought I would never talk to them or see them again but fate forbid, they’re good in comebacks. They rekindle the communication with me and at the most unexpected cases, they would help me in different aspects and issues of my life.

The I like them but I really don’t, these are the persons who I really try to avoid but they are very resistant and they would find ways to be with me, but I really don’t want to. These are the persons that I just don’t see my self for a very long time. And I don’t even know why I’m hesitant about them.

The persons whom I can’t get enough of, these people are the ones who I cannot ever turn down, I always make promises to them and I always try to do that promise. I always want to see them happy because whenever they are happy, I feel jitter bugs all over my body and I just want to sing and dance. I never want to loose them.

I know, there are a lot more of people that I met or will meet in my life. But for now, these are the ones that I can remember and the ones that’s currently having an impact in my life. (Maybe I’ll just update this for future reference) It my be good or bad, short ones or the for a long time. All of them has their reasons and purpose. We’re all intertwined and we’re all lessons for each other.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.

Friends: knows all your best stories.

I found out that one of my College friends, Auvey has been confined to a hospital due to Dengue  Syndrome. So, we did not hesitate to visit her and luckily, the hospital is just near my workplace. After work, I met my friends Marianne and Via and my boyfriend accompanied us.

I was expecting to see Auvey, to be sleeping or really tired and exhausted but I was really happy to see her awake and energetic. We started catching up and bullying each other. Oh, how I miss our University days and those overnights that we had. 

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We also had time making fun, tried acting and role playing since I was wearing my Uniform.

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Even though we didn’t see each other for almost a year, the bond and the laughter are still there. I forgot that I was tired and depressed from work because of them. (good thing my boyfriend brought his camera).

Auvey texted me this morning, informing me that they are now okay. Thank Goodness! =)

No matter how busy you are, or how busy you think you are, the work will always be there tomorrow, but yourfriends might not be.

 

*all photos are from biggy