Hola! Yep, today is my birthday.. another year has been added and i’m feeling not so young anymore.
I have no choice but to accept the fact that i’m slowly degenerating. Haha, okay enough with the exaggeration. I guess its true that girls are more mature or really advanced when it comes to mind matters and emotional aspect.
Weird but im beginning to plan my future with him. Im starting to get anxious about getting pregnant and having babies (i know its too early) but im just so scared of the future. I feel like i need to be in a hurry.
Arrghh.. birthdays always leads to a lot of realizations. So help me.
This is another insecurity blog post. Gah, i keep having bad break outs. Bad,meaning really bad. I know i shouldnt be posting this because its just another petty girl issue. But, you know how bad skin can make a girl really conscious, irritated, unconfident and stressed because of it. Not only they look ridiculous but they hurt as hell.
My birthday is coming and i dont want to just stay home and look ay these pimples and how magic can help remove it. Ohhh i just that these break outs will somehow subside so that i can have fun this weekend.
If i could describe my feelings right now, coldplay’s fix you would definitely pass as my musical score.
One more day til the weekends but my body is already begging for peace and mercy. I know there’s no easy work or job but i just feel so deprived right now. I was given a lot of task, to be the Person on Charge of our group which leads to having endless responsibilities and accountabilities to our group. There’s a lot of tasks that requires to melt your brain and expand my patience. Not physically tiring but oh st. Peter it’s mentally draining. They also assigned me to learn another process that i don’t even know where to start.
Sometimes, i say to my self that maybe i just need to be more calm and manage my emotions when it comes to work but it’s just so hard to do,to think when you’re mentally exhausted.
Whew, this is my life nowadays, i look stressed, i feel stressed and i dont know how to cope. 😦