Yes. I did that. I became part of that site. A prostitution ring. And God, I wish I didnt know. During the time when I felt that something is not right, I used the internet to check on him and one site blew my mind. I contemplated for days, weeks and even months before I… Continue reading Handle name
What Causes Sexual Addiction? By Michael Herkov, Ph.D ~ 1 min read Why some people, and not others, develop an addiction to sex is poorly understood. Possibly some biochemical abnormality or other brain changes increase risk. The fact that antidepressants and other psychotropic medications have proven effective in treating some people with sex addiction suggests… Continue reading
Last weekend, I found out something again about his doings. I found out that he has been doing it around 2013 years before I even became pregnant and while we are still together. I was clearly devastated and felt like another pin is being inserted in my throat. I came to the conclusion that he… Continue reading Praying for him
I mentioned in my last post that I will start to focus on my own actions and my emotions in terms of conflicts and misunderstandings. But, I keep on wondering, what if I managed to do that but the other side of the relationship is still struggling and weak. I have read that if you… Continue reading Dealing with uncertainty
It has been days since I came back. We'll as I can see it, everything seems to be back to normal. I am trying to focus on Mason's upcoming birthday, buying things and being creative with all the DIYs. After this, I need to find new things to keep me busy and not think about… Continue reading Connecting..
I came back. I honestly have no idea what will happen days from now or even years but I'm trying to keep my hopes up that things will turn out as what is the best for every one. I admit, my mind can go cray cray at times but I can never be blamed for… Continue reading Here at it again
It has been two days that i ve been riding uber pool and grab going home. Weird that the way that they keep following is along burgos st in Makati and I keep on seeing one of the Spa Place in which he used (or still) visiting for 'massages'. I really dont know how to… Continue reading On my way