It is definitely hard to Move on..it will take time but once you started with your self, and how to improve your whole self.. especially if you show him that you can do it without him it may be in terms of emotional, financial or other things then you are on the right track.
Every day I try to move on. If you’ll see us in person, you’ll not see any signs of the past or what happened between us. But really, I am struggling to move on, I always put all my other reasons aside and think of my son. Aside from our last issue, financial issues also came into picture. There are really issues that we cannot control and out of our hands. I realized that we are really two different persons and one must compromise to somehow make everything work. But, until when?
For me, financial concerns, may come and go, you can earn money anytime and anywhere but the trust and respect especially for our bodies is what sets everything apart and once broken, it really is broken. There are times that I still linger and remember the things that he did with other girls, but what I do is to think more of the things that I should be doing to improve and focus on myself.. recently I learned how to do make up and last July and August I have opened my investment accounts. I am learning now on how to trade in Stocks.
I have too many goals to achieve and to look forward and I definitely realized that checking out and investing time on those girls that he spent time and money with are just a total waste of time. I’d rather invest on my self and my son..