For the past months..I've been constantly battling anxiety. There are better days and there are days where I can't even keep up. My anxiety consists of sleeping and waking up in the middle of the night looking for something, looking for him or at times I cannot even sleep because i feel like I cannot… Continue reading Anxiety hits
I found everything out last April and honestly it's only been months since the secrets were out. Come May, I thought everything will be alright when we talked with his Dad. He promised that he will not open his accounts, talk to anyone from there or even go there. Then June, I found out that… Continue reading Nightmares
Went on my check up yesterday but I was not able to see my Primary OB (forgot to ask her assistant to where she went.heh). Anyway, her reliever was there to cover up her patients. Bryan came in late so too bad for him he didn't hear our Little one's heartbeat, which is currently around… Continue reading Bump update
They say that everything happens for a reason, something important, for a purpose. The first time, seeing those signs, I cried. I felt disappointed with myself. I felt helpless. This past two weeks have been really tough, emotionally and physically. I'm not sure of what I should feel, It feels like im in an Acid… Continue reading and then the Unexpected..
I mentioned in my previous post that I have been recently diagnosed with Seborrheic Dermatitis it has affected my forehead, sides of nose, around the eyes and eyelids. I started to notice them December 2014, I was just thinking that these were normal allergic reactions to anything that im hypersensitive about. It may be food… Continue reading Chronic and relapsing
Looking back on my blog, my last post was around June 2014, which is 6 months ago. So, what did I do for the past 6 months? Nothing but work. I've been so busy with work that I have lesser time opening my laptop and checking/writing my blog. However, I was still able to squeezed in… Continue reading Backtrack and Back on track
It's the second month of the year and yet I'm already rocking my 2nd month with colds and headache. This is the second time that I had colds for this year. Hopefully not again next month and the months coming after. I really hate it when I have colds and cough, most especially colds. It… Continue reading Queasy and wobbly