I'm a dead poet · Love · Relationships · Thoughts · Uncategorized

Just take a chance

I don’t regret going out with you.
We were young, and I was still a very naive girl.
I was stubborn and stupid. I knew that you were everything that I wanted, but for some reason I thought that relationships weren’t supposed to be comfortable—I thought they were supposed to be that nervous butterfly feeling. I didn’t yet realize that if you don’t feel nervous in a situation, it usually means you’re where you ought to be.

I know that I’ve lost you.
I talk to guys, but when I sit down and try to figure out what went wrong and what I’m looking for I realize that I’m looking for you.
You were perfect. You are perfect. You’re confident and funny and you don’t even know how sweet you are. You’re also one of the most genuine people I’ve ever met.
Those times on was how much you reached for me when you were asleep. Whenever I moved or shifted you always pulled me back to be close. You kissed my head,my shoulder,my hair. It’s just really amazing.
It’s great how close I still feel for you after us being together in a relationship for almost 4 years and we even had a long distance relationship, but we made it work.
You know, I always saw you as the happy ending, but I never really realized that maybe I passed up on that a long time ago. It really scares me to think that I have the ability to completely ruin my chances with you.

I'm a dead poet · Thoughts · Uncategorized

One day

One day, I’ll be able to just roll my eyes and not care about what others will think about me.

One day, I’ll be able to go to places I’ve never been and wander every detail and scene.

One day, I’ll obtain happiness, not materialistically but by doing the things that will make me smile.

One day, I’ll be able to look at you, without any doubts and hesitations but with faith and trust.

One day, I’ll show you how much I’ve grown and how much I’ve changed beyond my imperfections.

One day, Someday.

I'm a dead poet · Thoughts · Uncategorized

Find yourself then find me

Tonight, we end all our questions without answers.

And our paths have crossed, and time has done it’s damage.

You can never drown in a empty pool of doubt.

I know I’ve tried , and failed,

’cause I’ve been here before it’s so hard to see, can you still hear me?

As I’m screaming out in vain,

there’s no need to convince me,

when there’s nothing left, to say.

Make me believe, that summer’s not grey without you.

couldn’t you see, that I built my whole world around you.

We were never lost, our faiths were reassuring

a lesson learned, inside a vacant hallway

with the lights dimmed low, it’s clear to see that it’s me who’s breaking’.

I know your touch is real, cause I’ve felt it before now it’s so hard to feel