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Rant: Bring your own plate

Beware this is a rant. Two weekends ago we were invited to a Luau Birthday Party. Of course, I somehow prepared what my son and partner would wear on that day because we wouldn't want to look out of place. Anyway, we left our house at around 4:30 as the event is a 5-9pm party.… Continue reading Rant: Bring your own plate

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my present future

Before all of these things, before the lies and the secrets, whenever I think about the future, I have this picture of a happy, contented and complete family. I was really looking forward to giving my baby a sister or a brother. I was happy and I feel blessed. But when it all came out,… Continue reading my present future

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I found everything out last April and honestly it's only been months since the secrets were out. Come May, I thought everything will be alright when we talked with his Dad. He promised that he will not open his accounts, talk to anyone from there or even go there. Then June, I found out that… Continue reading Nightmares

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Talking to her

I know he met a lot of girls for all those years that he went to those places. Different girls, different personalities and different attitudes. There's one girl that stuck in my mind. She was one of those girls that he keeps on messaging, asking how she was and has a communication with her. During… Continue reading Talking to her

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Sexless: Pay for pleasure

I was reading a female forum and I found one forum about "Why Men pay for sex?". I do agree that Men have a high level of testosterone and Sex is definitely the last thing on their mind. They may not show it but they do think about it every second, every minute with every… Continue reading Sexless: Pay for pleasure

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Recently I get through my days with half smiles. I look at my son and feel overwhelmed with love but when I look at him, I have all these questions clouding in my mind. I feel helpless. I guess, I´m just not sending out the right vibe lately. I feel like I was mislead. From… Continue reading TattleTale

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Secrets and Lies

“Love is a verb, not a noun. It is active. Love is not just feelings of passion and romance. It is behavior. If a man lies to you, he is behaving badly and unlovingly toward you. He is disrespecting you and your relationship. The words “I love you” are not enough to make up for… Continue reading Secrets and Lies