I think, I’m finally getting used to the things that we’re doing at work and as well as with the people. Although I still feel a bit annoyed and irritated with some of them, I really try to tolerate and just not care at all.
I just turned two months with my job and I can’t believe that I was able to stay that long, I was about to give up a month ago. I still make mistakes and I get embarrassed but I know that it’s all just part of being a newbie. I’m still looking forward for more flustering things to come.
I’m not sure until when I can stay with these people but I really want to get out as soon as possible. I’m getting used to them but still I’m not at ease with them. It’s funny that some of them said that they notice that I’m a very reserved and quiet person, which is really not in real life. I’m close-mouthed and modest because I don’t really want to commingle with them and be close to them. It’s really hard to give trust to these people at might want to bring you down someday. I want nothing more but workmates. I’m sure they also feel the same way with me. =)
I’m staying because I need experience (to be honest), and I don’t want to be stuck in this place for a long time. I’m hoping for a better opportunity sooner. Keeping my hopes up for this!