Off and away

Today is my last day at work. Yes, I’m doing this entry at work. Yesterday, I bought some cute key chains, necklaces, earrings, bracelets, a ring and I even sew  cute little purses to give to my co workers as a little token of appreciation and also friendship because they helped me get through my everyday life here at work. Not all of my friends know this but I’m a giver than a receiver. I love receiving gifts but I like giving them more.

I know I made a really strong impression to my co workers and even the managers with what I did last time. I really do hope that what happened will serve as a lesson for the teachers to stand up for their selves and most importantly for the management to act lawfully. Aside those matters, what I will surely miss is the friendship that I built with most of the teachers. They have become my refuge while I’m here at the office. I’m glad that somehow, some of them liked me for exactly who I am. I know I had few fights with other teachers (I’m not that kind you know and because I am true to what I feel. =)) but at the end, I was able to crack the wall and form a new friendship with them.

I never thought I would find great people who’s cranky on the outside but sweet and thoughtful on the inside. I will surely miss there spontaneity and their lousiness. But as they said, “Goodbyes doesn’t always mark an ending but also marks the beginning of your life without them.”  I know, I have no choice but to move on. I ended my life here at this company but I’ll not end the friendships that I’ve created.

I’m still not sure what will happen to me but I’m excited for my next job! =)

A farewell is necessary before we can meet again, and meeting again, after moments or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends.

The difference is, I’m stuck in the moment.

Hey Mr. of the past

It’s been almost 3 weeks since we last talked to each other.

I have missed you, but I needed to get you out of my system. To not see you as anything more than a friend. It’s been a long 3 weeks and it’s definitely had its share of ups and downs. I never cried after that day. I guess, I got tired already.

I couldn’t look at your picture without feeling like complete and utter shit. I almost thought I was dreaming when I received your text but I realized that it’s better to not to care anymore. I decided to keep away all the things that you gave me and deleted all our pictures together.  I don’t believe in playing the blame game anymore. I instead tend to take all the blame, kicking myself in the head about it.

And I’ve learned how to not do that. But, I can’t help but think this whole thing was my fault. I was naive. I got excited. I got lazy. I got tired. I got frustrated. I got annoyed. One of your friends, told me that it was because I was strict. Well, I’m sorry for that. But it was nice to know and to hear it from other people how well you’ve changed for 3 years because of me. I guess, I can cross out on my Bucket list the part, “To changed someone’s life.”

I want you to be happy. I know that you are happy now, I heard you have a new girl. I bet she’s everything I’m not. Good for you. I know you’ll be a damn good man to somebody, someday. And whoever it is will deserve you, because you’re smart. You choose wisely. You’ll make the right decision. It was fun while it lasted. It was a great time for me, and I hope it was for you too. Thank you!

–This will be my last post about him. Moving on! Here’s to a new life. Bigger and brighter things to look forward. Here we go!!