As I have always wanted, my blog has been and will always be as personal as possible. I do not even share this to my other social media accounts as I would want to keep all my rants and thoughts away from those people that I know. Away from criticism and unsolicited advises especially from people that pretends to care but really just wants or are looking for someone to be the topic of their afternoon coffee meet ups and random gossips.
Well Anyways, I thought to somehow distract myself from thinking of my current issues in life. I found these 50 Questions (50 Questions To Ask Someone If You Wanna Know Who They Really Are) from the Overrated Thought Catalog haha.
1. What is your favorite book?
2. Does your job make you happy?
3. What did you want to be when you were younger?
4. Why did your last relationship end?
5. What’s been your biggest mistakes so far in life and what did you learn?
6. Where is your favorite place in the entire world to go?
7. What is your top five favorite movies?
8. What are some of your favorite songs?
9. What qualities do you admire about your parents?
10. How would you describe your best friend?
11. What’s your favorite hobby to do alone?
12. What’s something you can’t go a day without doing?
13. What’s the most spontaneous thing you’ve done lately?
14. What’s the craziest thing you’ve ever done for love?
15. What’s your biggest pet peeve?
16. Why do you think you’re still single?
17. What accomplishment are you most proud of?
18. What is one dream you have yet to accomplish?
19. What is your greatest fear?
20. What are three things you value most about a person?
21. Who are five people you are closest with?
22. What is the greatest struggle you’ve overcome?
23. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
24. What’s the most exciting thing that’s happened this past year?
25. What’s your favorite beer?
26. What’s one thing that bothers you most about the world today?
27. Who are you closer with your mom or your dad?
28. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?
29. If you could change one thing about the world what would it be?
30. Who was your favorite teacher and why?
31. What sport did you fall in love with?
32. What is the weirdest thing about you?
33. What was your longest relationship?
34. What would your best friend say is your best quality?
35. Who is your favorite historical figure?
36. What made you choose the college you went to?
37. If you could tell your former self one thing right now what would it be?
38. What food could you not live without?
39. Dogs or Cats?
40. What’s closest you’ve ever come to being arrested?
41. What was your best birthday?
42. What’s one thing you wish you knew how to do?
43. Where’s one place you’d like to go that you haven’t been?
44. What was the last book you read? And When?
45. Where do you usually get your news?
46. What are some of your own personal goals in the next 5 years?
47. What would you consider your greatest accomplishment so far?
48. If you could get away with anything that you do?
49. Who is your greatest hero?
50. What’s the greatest risk you’ve ever taken?
These questions are as direct as they should be. But, I am thinking that while answering them, well might as well make that each question will serve as a blog entry for the coming days. I hope I’ll be able to complete this!
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Happy 1 year!
Today is my blog’s First year anniversary, whew! I’ve always wanted to have my own space on the internet, without any spams, and thank goodness I switched to WordPress.com. For the past 1 year, this has been my refuge and my platform in which I tell, write and show my feelings, emotions and photos of those memorable things that has happened and still happening in my life. From muffinsfornaiz, sillybluff and finally Studdedthoughts (will probably stick with this one) So glad that I was able to pursue writing and continue updating this blog, even though I have crazy schedules and unplanned errands.
It’s been a year and I’m hoping for more lunatic experiences and keepsakes of my life. I just wish I can update this blog more often and be able to interact with those followers who’s also combating the same things as I do. yiha!
Cheers! 2013!
You and I,Â
Hands and quicksand.
Here and then gone.
Heart stolen so many times,
Running around, tired and holding on.
Stuck in a time, where love is a blur.
Pretending is cheap and Hoping is just a word.
Could it be?
You and I.
Here I am, hear…
Here I am, heart wrapped in gauze. I’m bound by my own inadequate mistakes. Lightning fills the midnight sky, stars look from up above, a symbol of your dying, lying love..
Where did we start?
When did things end?
When was the last time that we held each other’s hand?
When did we begin and when can we be through?
I’m through with you. How can I forgive you now, with all the pain you bring upon yourself and upon me?
How can I forget you now that we’ve brought ourselves this far? Where did time go?
What happened to the universal feeling, the universal healing? With an outstretched arm can I hold the stars?
Would they fade away or burn and scar? I’ll grab these stars and make them mine.
All I need is time. Why do we always want what we can’t have and we always have what we don’t want? I am the essence of a wounded spirit. I am your broken heart. Subsided, subdued. My solo aptitude. The stars aren’t that far, I can feel them looking down on me, so vigorously. This brokenness will never be my home. Without you I’ll never feel alone. hidden lies stay closed in the midst of absolute cries. time is sending thoughts that show the pain in my eyes.
The love that we created, it’s plan to fall and die take me back to my childhood when this heart was still mine.
If this is the easy way out, why does my heart stop me- If this is just another test why can’t I try it all again- GENTLE YETSTRONG- Loving and silent- I die every time I see you, yet killed you so manyways-Held together by strategy, a facade is just scenery we have seen too manytimes before- To be found as a fake-
I wish you could have stayed the way i dreamt of you ..
Momma Potathoughts 😅 