It's been a really hard Monday for me yesterday. A lot of things happened at work and I don't even know where to start with this blog post. Last week, our Team Leader resigned and this gave all of us a surprise because it was very urgent. Of course, we have no choice but continue… Continue reading Burned up.
I’m sending you this letter because it’s the only way I can tell you everything I want to in a reasonable and coherent way. Trying to express everything in here all at once and through words is impossible and I want to make sure I make myself very clear and understandable.
I’ve been a complete ass with you since we broke up and I want you to know I acknowledge it and I am deeply sorry for that. Harassing you with mostly stupid messages to get your attention and because I was trying to find reasons to hate you so this could be easier for me, but this is impossible as I could never hate you and all I feel for you is love. You’ve called me selfish before and I have been selfish, I wasn’t thinking about what you might be going through and all I cared about was…
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> My dad's being so weird, telling stories about him that I've never heard before. Is this just old age or something is really wrong? Should I take this seriously? > I will always wonder how and why you became a manager. Poor decision making, bad attitude, defective English grammar and very inarticulate. Maybe, I… Continue reading My thoughts in restrospect
I'm not sure if these hormones are causing my current mood swings but aside from the usual schizo type of temper. I'm not feeling well today, I'm currently having difficulty and pain when urinating. I just wish this is just some common UTI and not other kind of serious disease. As I tend to really… Continue reading Update: 04-21-13
No, I don’t mean he’s perfect in the sense that he’s perfect for me.
I mean he’s ideal. He’s perhaps Perfect; yes, Perfect with a capital P. He’s the form that Plato sang about in ancient Greece. And I don’t mean this in a subjective I’m-in-love-with-him-therefore-he-is-Perfect way either. I don’t feel that he is perfect; I observe. But even then, I have no good reason for attributing his being perfect to the ideal form of Perfect; to my knowledge, or lack thereof, I could be beguiling myself. Perhaps this all is just the mere appearance of truth Truth. It may still just be subjective, a construct of my mind.
Let me elaborate. I want to attempt to describe the way in which I perceive his essence as constitutive of Perfectness. Note the distinction: Perfectness, not Perfection. He is not Perfection. He possesses a perfectness that makes me feel ashamed of…
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Darn it's hot!We're already halfway the summer season and the weather is getting more intense. I feel bad that I don't even have any summer getaway or even swimming activities with my family or friends. However, I also think that it's okay, since the weather is extremely hot like a febrile child. I love the… Continue reading Summer Somewhere